hot, hot, hot!!!

good day... today is rather counterproductive in terms of family-ness.... well... let's see... well, this morning, we went to the san jose flea market, which is usually a BAD a idea, since it's usually hello hot there... and yeah... well, the thing is, i HAD to go just because, well, because the higher ups said so... no way out of it. anyways, here are some thoughts on my mind.
1 the ygo draft- well, thing is, we keep talking about it, and now it's happened. thoughts going back on hindsight? well, i guess i could i don't regret not going. i mean, yeah it's supposed to be in fun and all, but when one of us goes home unhappy.... eh. anyways, enough about that. just as long as those involved (i am not) had fun, it's fine. the card ratios and results were as i had expected, so i guess that's where i can conjecture i dont regret not going. (god its nice to have lab rats test the waters to see if it's acid  ^_^)
2. picking classes- i guess i will be getting on this as soon as monday, since i just need to look at the course id numbers to re post them, so yeah. not much to stress here.
3. the future of my life- now, now, this is where things can get a bit interesting. i mean, i had a whole page of thoughts poured out on this matter, but now, i guess i can just free hand this one. well, the specifics is more like, what i want out of life, and as such, i will write accordingly. well, what i want (and what we all want, if i may be allowed the assumption) is security. yep, thats right: security. it is in the means of security that the things we want begin to differentiate.  bear with me here. a lot of skeptics may say, "no! i want $$$! or, No! i want a big house!" but take a step back, and ask yourself, what do those things provide in the end? security. i mean, that's all i want too. and taking a step farther in this approach, here's what i want in the future of my life. or rather, what i want to have a job in, spending my time doing, etc. well, to be honest, what i REALLY wanna do is market stuff. i know, people are like, what the hell? market what??!!! well, thing is, i have come to accept that being a business major is like the lazy man's way out. and like i stated, i accept this fact. because come to think about it, what does a businesman REALLY do? well, i will tell you. all a businesperson does (or learn during his/her college time) is constructing, clicking through, and presenting a PowerPoint presentation. seriously, that's all it is. now, let's not get into semantics and specifics, but seriously, i am sure that's the gist of it. and that's what i really want to do. to be able to do that and essentially sell a product. is that so much to ask for in life??? you tell me. aside from wanting to do that, i just want security in three areas: 1. finances. 2. health. 3. legacy. i know that the first 2 are constantly being monitored and regulated by what you do, and the third you just have to do it and hope for the best. so yeah... that's the outlook and wishes of my life.......... and now, for something completely different!
4. the numbers in YGO (also known as "ratios")- well, i dont really believe there should be ratios. i may be a fool to have stated that, but i feel that, no matter how well you define a stack of cards' ratios, you will always not draw consistently like you hoped. i don't mean to disprove jae's examples of ratios or discredit what is known as "synergy." but, as we all know, luck plays a much bigger role in the game of YGO than any amount of ratios in deckbuilding or synergies. now, don't get me wrong, because i know that throwing a stack of cards together wont work. but we all already knew that, so yeah. best way to put this: practice shuffling. ok... number 4 was kinda pointless. but ah well....
well, i hope whoever reads this finds the time to lend some insight to life and perhaps drop some opinions on this entry, since i have actually decided to think before i write this time. well, thanks for bearing with me. and farewell. for now

PS. this is what boredom and suffocating heat does to you, despite my hundreds of blowing wall/ceiling fans and being repeatedly hit by freezing water (musta been an iceberg/block of ice in one of those buckets...)